3 years without my brother Adnan. there are a lot of words i can write but none of them could express how much i miss him. i’ve been constantly learning how to navigate grief but there is no lesson about how to stop expecting him to drop by the house for a cup of coffee, or how to stop wishing you could have one more argument. he used to park less than an inch from my car every time and it would drive me up the wall and i wish more than anything i could have the privilege to be that upset and frustrated at my brother again. Allah yerhamo 💙