June 23, 2025 𝐻𝒶𝓅𝓅𝓎 𝐻𝑒𝒶𝓋𝑒𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝐵𝒾𝓇𝓉𝒽𝒹𝒶𝓎, 𝒩𝒾𝒸𝒽𝑜𝓁𝒶𝓈 – 𝐹𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝑀𝑜𝓃𝓉𝒽𝓈 𝒲𝒾𝓉𝒽𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝒴𝑜𝓊 🪽 My Sweet Nicholas, 1989 Nicholas Jon Meserole’s Version. Happy birthday in heaven, my love. Today marks your 36th birthday — and somehow also four months since you left this earth and went home to heaven. I can still hear your voice when I close my eyes, and it breaks my heart that I can’t hold you, kiss you, or see you smile today. I should be making you your favorite birthday breakfast, surprising you with gifts wrapped in love, and ending the night with a cuddle and a toast to another year of life together. Instead, I’m sending my love to the sky, whispering happy birthday wishes into the wind, hoping they reach you in the stars. These four months have felt like a lifetime and a heartbeat all at once. There’s not a moment that passes when I don’t miss you, when I don’t long for your arms around me or your laughter filling the room. But I carry you — in my heart, in my memories, and in every little sign I believe you send me. I hope you’re dancing in heaven today, (even though you don’t dance but you said you’ll always slow dance with me) with your brother Michael, feeling the warmth of all the love we still carry for you down here. I’ll light a candle for you today. I’ll play your favorite song, our song from our playlist. I’ll visit the beach and watch the waves roll in — just like we used to dream. I’ll wear your jersey and tell Jeremiah again how much his stepdad loved him. I love you forever, Nicholas Jon Meserole. Happy birthday, my angel. Four months closer to seeing you again. Forever Team Meserole, Until we meet again, Happy birthday, baby. Forever your girl. 🕊🤍🩵