The thing i never really understood about motherhood until now, is the dichotomy you'll constantly feel. 🤍 🖤 I find myself in the most opposing situations - putting on makeup while Teddy eats cheerios off my lap, taking breaks during photo shoots to pick up sippy cups off the ground, rushing home from events to spend bathtime with him, just like tonight. 📸 🍼💄✨💃🏻🗽🛁 It's especially during extra busy weeks like this, NYFW - where I make it logistically work, but then the emotions come in. I catch myself frustrated that I can't seem to feel good about fitting my baby into my old life. The old life where I technically had nowhere else to be, except for at work. I hate that I have fomo if I'm gone from Teddy for too long during the hours he's not in daycare, and I also hate if I feel like I'm not working overtime like I used to. The fact is, it's never going to feel the same as it did, and I also don't want it to. I have to let myself evolve with the situation. It's simply a new role with more responsibilities. I LOVE my job, but there's a whole other person that I love now too.🤍 I think they call this mom guilt? 🤷🏻‍♀️lol. Sending love to all my moms out there! 😘 #nyfw