I’m so very excited to get back into a theater with this insanely talented group of people. I’m overly grateful to have the privilege of being in a Broadway show again. However....being very honest, there is a heaviness that goes along with this. I would have been 39 weeks today, ready to welcome the newest Alves into the family next week. It’s been weighing on me a lot lately. Grief is so strange. Months will go by, and you think you’re totally fine...and funny enough it’s when your Broadway show is announced, the biggest role of your career....THAT’S when grief decides to whip around and slap you in the face. A reminder that I’m human. Yes, I love to live each day to the fullest and laugh and love (my insta is not a lie....I truly do love being an idiot) but there hasn’t been a day that goes by where I haven’t thought about the fact that we were going to have another child. Not that we were supposed to....but that we were going to. The Universe is never wrong. I believe in it. I believe in divine timing. This is where I am supposed to be at this moment and I’m warmly embracing it. Today I went back to the post I made when I announced I was leaving Moulin Rouge. I wanted to repost it in this second slide in case it may help someone who feels a bit low. It certainly helped me today. Kinda gave me the chills, in a good way 🥰 All this being said.....I really do love singing and acting and dancing on Broadway, so let’s make some Noise and bring on lucky number 7. ♥️ 🙌🏻 🥳 #broadway #abeautifulnoise #universe #lawofattraction #divinetiming #miscarriage #miscarriageawareness #motherhood #mom #balance