So this is 40!! I wasn’t in a huge celebratory party type of mode this year. . My dear friend/ brother @ajcrimson would come to the beach and send off his affirmations for his next year of life at Sunrise. So i wanted to honor him in that way. AJ lived everyday as a celebration . He was just so happy to be alive. I had so much anxiety in throwing a party or something of some sort as I’ve put so much emphasis in doing something BIG. But I truly never felt more peace for my self. I want to be more like him And make sure every day is a celebration. Stop surviving, and start living. Thank you all for all of your texts and calls. It truly means the world to me . This next decade is going to be amazing!