it’s my 30th birthday 🤹🏻‍♀️ I never thought I’d make it here. Healing and viscerally aware of my growth, stepping into my womanhood and moving through the world with a quiet and calm mind, keeping my heart soft, giving all I can to the people I love, and still committed to my joy and pleasure. I used to daydream about alternate versions of me in my childhood as an escape from the deep depression and trauma I struggled with. Then one day, I woke up and realized, those fantasies came true. Proved to myself that the impossible was possible. Shot myself into the darkest black hole and came out the other side in an alternate timeline. I’m so proud of myself for taking back control of my story. This is just the beginning. 👗 @gigi_madid