I carried your heart in mine from the start. A connection so strong, I knew I loved you all along. The moment I heard it beat was music to my ears, the excitement of your life brought me to tears. Then came 20 weeks when everything turned into fear. “But doctor, look at the screen, isn’t it perfect?” “No I’m sorry it’s not, you can end it all now, it might be worth it. “ We would not give up and we’d put up a fight. We prayed hard every day and night. We kept a close eye and had ultrasounds whenever we can. It was great because I was frequently able to see my little man. And then came the day I dreamt of for so long, to hear your first cry was a sweet roaring song. The road that was given wasn’t paved or smooth at all. We knew we would be in it for the long haul. It’s amazing to know the heart I carried isn’t the same as it is today. It’s been reshaped three times unknowing how long it might stay this way. I have had the privilege of carrying your heart in my womb, and the joy of watching your mended heart help you bloom. #njmom #moms #momswithtoddlers #toddlerlife #instagram #toddler #toddlermom #heartwarrior #heartmom #HLHS #apraxia #autism #awareness #acceptance #warrior #miracle #proudmom #sixlittlebabespresets #funwithtoddlers #toddleradventures #travelwithkids #travelblogger #travellife #roadtrip #momblogger #momsofinstagram #reels #reelsinstagram #reelsvideo #heartsurgery