i’ve been working on a lot of cool stuff lately that I’ll find time to talk about later. I’ve been trying to take life day by day and just ask myself “what do i want out of my day” when I start one. I feel like its really helped me to stay in motion and fill my day with things and people I actually love and it’s been pulling me in the right directions so far. but life’s been kicking my ass lately, and I still am figuring rent out after having the rug pulled out from under me from rent relief. its scary living on your own literally getting by on gusts of wind I feel lucky to have caught at the times I did. but all this to say, it’s the life I chose. and I think in order to get the things you want, you have to try and you have to take a risk for it. and not only that but you cant do it all alone. i’ve been finding it hard to ask for help and that’s proven to be bad for me. i dont really have a point i just wanted to be pretty and post and hope people dont feel too alone right now