I don’t know how many times I’ve watched this. It’s been on repeat. To hear your cry and hear you say I love you. To imagine your embrace. To pretend I see you hugging my babies. To hear you ask for cheska. I miss you so much. It doesn’t get easier, even though they say it does. And I think as time goes on, it only gets more difficult, because there’s so many beautiful things in my life today that I wish I could celebrate and share with you. In my mind, you’re still there, in your room, and I can fly back anytime to surprise you. #cancersucks #imissyoumom #deathanniversary