*Sensitive post* Never thought I’d ever see this 🥹 People ask me when I first felt “okay” buying baby clothes but the truth is, I’ve never felt 100% okay about it. It’s still weird & still feels like I might jinx something.. but I know I’ve also waited 5 years for this, so I want to enjoy all these little moments. I’m writing this here because it’s completely normal to feel anxious - pregnancy after loss is so complicated. You must give yourself patience and only do things at your own pace, even when others might not fully understand it ✨ When I did this wash, I tried my best to put the anxieties to the side and let myself relish in a view that I never thought I’d see. I took this video just to remind myself of how this moment felt and how far I’ve come... but also for past Laura; who dreamt of this moment for so long 🌈❤️✨ #pregnancyafterloss #miscarriage #ivf #infertility #rainbowbaby #pregnancyaftermiscarriage