This is 30! Never thought that number could feel so good. Thankful for my family and for my friends. Thankful for Jesus. The end of 2019 brought so much growth in so many ways, sending me into 2020 and my thirties with a much more refined heart. My word for this year (and beyond) is obedience. Obedience to what God asks of me. It became evident to me that obedient was my word, when it came up so much that I couldn’t ignore it any longer. All the Holy Spirit nudges that I may have ignored or straight up ran from, I needed to go back and respond to. In doing so, God has revealed so much to me, refined me in so many ways, I only want to continue growing forward and let the Holy Spirit lead more than I ever have. All of my heart. Any rebuilding God has for me, has an order. And if I get in the way of that by not responding to what he asks of me, it’s all going to be put on pause till I listen. And in that pause, from experience, I flounder in my human ways. In some ways I didn’t even realize I was being “disobedient”, or not listening. But thankfully God is so gentle and loving that he is patient with me, and provides me with all that I need moving forward, trusting him with it all. ✨💛 Thankful for 2019 and age 29 being peaceful, beautiful and full of growth. And looking forward to what God has in store for me and my family 2020 and age 30!💛