september is suicide awareness month. this is something that very personal to me, as many of you know i attempted suicide on april 24th. this wasn’t my first struggle with suicide but i do feel im my heart that it was my last. this time was different. i have been much more open about the experience and informing friends & family. in the past i was humiliated to tell anyone. i’ve home into healing with the mindset that we all need help and it’s nothing to be embarrassed about. it’s so so hard telling people because you don’t know how they will react. i never want to hurt or burden anyone else with my own struggles. however i put myself in their shoes and there isn’t a single person i wouldn’t want to tell me if they were going through something. this is also my love letter to my friends & family who loved me through this whole process. it’s so hard to see the light when you are so deep in the dark. to be very honest, my actual situation has not changed. i’m still struggling financially which was a major factor leading to my depressive thoughts. however, i no longer feel alone and i’m no longer worried about it. i have trust in myself that i’m on the right path financially, and spiritually. i want to open my dms to anyone with similar struggles. at anytime i will let you know you aren’t alone & how loved you are. not realizing how the world would be affected of you left it is the biggest mistake people make when suicidal thoughts overcome them. i made this mistake too. you are loved, important, & wanted in this world by me & many others 🤍 #suicidepreventionmonth #suicideprevention #suicideawarenessmonth #suicideawarness #suicideattemptsurvivor #depressionhelp #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthmatters