Gosh, I was a mess. I was sexually abused by a neighbor at a young age. It wrecked me. I had absolutely no self esteem and thought that everyone could see the shame I carried. I was broken and had no idea how to fix what I was feeling. I thought if I wore the right things, no one would see the pain I was carrying. If I was popular and had enough friends, that would make a difference. Maybe drinking and drugs would make the pain go away. NOTHING worked. *CONTINUED IN COMMENTS #fypシ #Jesus