I'm struggling without you I didn't know I'd feel like I lost half of me I didn't know all the plans we were making were urgent I didn't know you were going through it I didn't know I should have really told you how much I loved you What I do know is that I'l hear you laugh again ...you'll make me laugh again (hysterically) I know those plans are just on hold I know that I've always loved you closer than a brother I know from here to eternity, we got each other Thanks for being the best friend a kid could ask for Thanks for always brightening the room Thanks for your grace and forgiveness when I was stupid Thanks for accepting me no matter what Thanks for skipping school with me to grab the latest 2pac CD, or to eat Philly Cheese steaks, or to go bowling Thanks for picking up a basketball WITH me and getting through hundreds of airballs Thanks for always having my back Thank you for always being you Thank you for a million memories shared I could never repay you but I Hope you felt loved Here's to dropping Pennies on the Orange Julius sample tray Here's to bumping Pac in the Beretta, Celica, and Cavalier Here's to wrestling, video games, and sleepovers (you basically lived with us let's be honest) Here's to the survivor board game Here's to squirt gun battles Here's to Joey and Bobby, Joe and Bob, TC and G'ed, Tommy and Neil and all the other nicknames we forgot Until we meet again my dear friend