Quality time with mum this weekend at the island. ❤️🙏 cherishing and valuing time with close family is one for us all to remember I think . I love my mum so so much and I’m glad she was able to be around this weekend as we both grieved. My family feels like it got smaller this weekend with the loss of Nan , I also fully let go of someone else in my family and their daughter this weekend, as they have let go of me long ago. There is no point in holding on to something that isn’t what it was anymore... if there’s no apology , accountability or remorse for particular actions. The disappointment I felt not being told Nan was in an emergency was the last strike for me on top of everything else that’s happened behind the scenes last week. I have expressed how disappointed I am that we intentionally were not contacted when Nan was being rushed to hospital, how much that hurt, and that it is unacceptable that this happened as we’ll never get that moment back again or even have the chance to try and be there before her passing ... I’m glad I said what I’ve said to this person through the week to this person and I hope they understand the impact of their actions. When I asked when nan’s ashes were being scattered last week and I said “are we doing that as a family?” The response I got was “ I don’t call us family, but we’ll do it together” I’ve truly tried to be apart of their lives, over and over again and I can go to sleep at night knowing I didn’t do wrong by them in the relationship that we had, when we had one.... and that I’m just at the receiving end of their own projections unfortunately. I am not responsible for their internal struggle or issues with me , the resentment they hold against me and I’m purely just existing being myself, and that’s all I’ve ever done. I can’t change that they don’t like me and that is just life sometimes. A family friend also heard this particular family member say “he is no relative of mine” at the funeral to one of the fu real directors. *Caption continued in comments*