It’s Surreal. I Have 2 Kids, One earthside and one in heaven waiting on me 💜👼🏽💙👶🏽 I’ve never had a 4m old until today. Peyton is forever 3.5m old. I wonder do babies grow up in heaven ? Will she still be my sweet cherub Faced baby girl or will she be a big girl running to mama ?! Things you wonder about as an angel mama. Happy 4m Sai ! We love you 💙👶🏽#childlossawareness #infantloss #childlossgrief #forever3months🤧💔 #peytonsmama #daughterinheaven #rainbowbaby #chdawarness #heterotaxysyndrome #chd #tapvr