I lost a big part of myself the last few months, went thru hell, heartbreak, loss of a child, life changes, everything & anything. I’ve battled depression my entire life. This time 15 years ago I tried to hang myself and woke up in the hospital with a bunch of doctors & my mom around me. Wasn’t the first time I tried & wouldn’t be the last. This time of year is always weird for me. I think I’ve grown since then, I’m still depressed but I manage it well and hide behind my humor thinking it’s gotta bring some happiness to others and in turn will make me happy. I am happy, I can be both right? That’s life. If it wasn’t for my daughter & my friends I couldn’t get through this rat race. I love you guys immensely. I’m always gonna be ok. I’ve found some contentment in the things I use to love to do. Getting back to my writing, art, creating, being with people that truly love me. Those are what matters. I’m getting back to the woman I was, the person I’m supposed to be. Full of love, energy & life. I appreciate every single light in my life that continues to reach out and be there for me. Let’s do life together, it’s really kinda rad. Suffering but smiling. Vibe higher ✨ #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthrecovery #suicideawarness #vibehigher #create #createeveryday #livebeautifully