It was a point in time when I felt like it was somethin better out there in the world for me... and I neglected everything I had at home chasin this feelin of emptiness...but I went out into the world and i realized... EVERYBODY got they problems and vices... NOBODY is perfect so if you anything like who I was, stop chasin that “PERFECT” relationship like in the movies lol You can forget about it.... You might just lose the very thing that made you happy after all... I’m sayin that to say this... I fucked up BIG TIME and I realize @stephsibounheuang is truly my blessing... I done seen her move on and become happy again and glowing without me... tbh that Shit truly hurt... after all the shit I put her thru she deserves to be happy and I deserve to be unhappy smh but fuck that im a (Toxic) Man and im fighting for mines.... Niggas gotta step they game up... Oh and don’t think for one second because I’m posting this that I’m soft for any reason. I will Kill one of you niggas about this one right here no kizzy she da ONLY one