i spent the past year without wifi or service at my yurt home. the first half of that year, i tried to surrender to the reality that i was maybe not going to get it. it was more complex than i had realized and nothing was working. i was navigating a lot of frustation and really felt sorry for myself that i wouldn’t be able to be “connected” in the way i thought i needed. after i was assaulted, my need for wifi got desperate. and yet... it wasn’t happening. through my healing, something beautiful happened and i finally surrendered to it and found peace. and then when i truly least expected it i got it. got off the waitlist and my satellite wifi came. and so now, here we are. a few days in with wifi and it’s all feeling really bittersweet. grateful to be able to communicate, work, and listen to my discover weekly (😉) while in my home, but also missing my wifi-less present cocoon i was starting to love. even with this new found freedom of having wifi i find myself reflecting on what a gift it was to live like that... or was i actually more free before when i wasn’t tethered to being connected all the time? i think the latter 🕊 so friends... if you have a chance to live without wifi/service for some time it will force you to grow in a way you don’t expect and will help you discern your priorities... i wouldn’t ask for it any other way. next week... i’m starting a 40 day morning ritual practice led by @courtroberts__ and @casea.rose to anchor me in the rituals i had started and help me maintain the connection i was able to cultivate while being disconnected 🤍