A few weeks until the 5th level. Shocker, I’m feeling sentimental. Spiritually: I’m a bigger sinner than I realize but more forgiven than I have accepted. One heart, two fists. Grace and truth. Hurry Heaven. Physically: my weakness is only getting stronger. I can’t lift an Olympic bar off the floor but I still rage against the dying of the light. I got stuff to do - ‘Deo Volente’ - if God allows. Socially: At parties, I can still be found in the corner with a good glass of wine, petting the family dog and looking for exit strategies. Work: My return to hospitality as an estate manager is in its 2nd year. Think both “Carson” of Downton Abbey and a GM of a boutique hotel. Equal parts leader, servant, butler. That’s me. Goals for my 50’s: Walk closer to the Lord, be a good husband, serve my church, legacy PrayFit to the next generation, hang with Jordan and the families of our special needs community, take Letta to Italy, finish writing my last book, maybe buy a Vespa, climb something, read a lot, and without a doubt, be on this phone less.