Today I approach another year around the sun. As I enter my Saturn return and step into my own as a sovereign woman it has occurred to me that this time of my life may be the most challenging thus far. From the day I could remember I felt immense responsibility from a higher power. I always questioned my purpose in this life until I started tapping into my spirit who has lived different lives in different bodies and in this existence my mission is to bridge many gaps, spiritually and creatively. I realize that my journey will be far from average and perhaps not always easy. I myself struggle with being compassionate with where I’m at on this path. I still subject myself to this narrative of who and where I should be at this point of my life which is only the programming that has been projected on to me. I feel as though we think if it’s right or meant to be it’s suppose to be easy and seem-less, yes we tend to complicate things most of the time but life can just be fucking hard sometimes and thats OK! It is not all “good vibes” when you are doing shadow work. It can break you down but there are also beautiful breakthroughs that happen during this process despite how long it may take. There is something so sexy and empowering about growing older. I used to fear this because of conditioning and societal structures especially as a woman, but damn it feels so good to step into my womanhood and be unapologetically me, even with all the messy and sticky parts that come with it. I have been blessed with an abundance of knowledge but also know I still have so much to learn. I feel grateful for all of the experiences and people with who I’ve crossed paths. I believe most of us are just trying to do the best we can with the cards that have been dealt. Having awareness is enough. No matter how many times I get lost in the dark I will always search for the light. The universe is on my side! So cheers to another year of life 🕊