My Sweet Baby Brother, Selina and I were sitting and reminiscing about you and it came up in conversation that we don't even speak your name at home anymore. Losing you absolutely destroyed our already broken family. It's something that cut so deep that we all stuffed it away and just tried not to think about it. I hate that. I hate it for you and I hate it for us. You were such a goofy, loving, thoughtful, pain in the ass. I wish the holes in our hearts were full of your smile and your laugh. 10 years have gone by so quickly but these last few days have gone by slowly and heavy hearted. I wish I could've seen the man you grew up to be. I wish I could've scared off any potential girlfriends. But most of all, I wish I could squeeze you and tell you how much I love you. I will never find the right words to say, but I will always try to be the best person that I can be to make you proud. I'm living life twice as hard for you and I'm leaving a trail of photos every step of the way. Sav xoxox This video was taken just hours before Nathan's accident and it's something I'm going to cherish and hold close to my heart always ❤️