Dear Mom , Happy Heavenly Birthday🌹🙏🏻They say Time Will Heal....But Neither Time or Reasons will change the way I have fealt..In my selfish love for you ,I wanted to steal every second with you that I could.. Squeezing my hand before your last breath to let me know you loved me without speaking , That was the last bit of mothering I’ll ever have, and it was such a powerful moment to me forever kept...It Shattered My Heart to lose you , and you did not go alone..A part of me went with you.. you have influenced my life & made me who I am today. I wish I knew that when I woke up in the morning, I got to hear your voice, give you a hug. When I go to send you a text message or tag you in a Facebook post , I suddenly realize that you're not going to be able to reply to me. I miss your laugh ,Your Meatballs...I will always look for you in everything I do...You loved me unconditionally and that makes you impossible to be replaced...I feel like I'm waiting. I'm waiting for you to yell my name again, I'm waiting for you to ask me to watch a movie with you again, waiting for everything...I'm just constantly waiting. I miss you so much every minute of everyday...You Really faught hard to stay here with me and I know that..You still are my best friend , And Im happy I always made you Proud..I wish you were here today so much words cant describe it. You were the best mom in the world, anyone could have asked for...I Love you so so much...Every win will be Our Win...You are my forever Angel...I look up in the sky and I know you are up there...I just wish you were here 💐 Love Always , Your Son Danny @memorialsloankettering @su2c #cancer #fuckcancer #cancersucks #cancerdemama #RIPMOM #KidneyCancer #Heaven #MomsBirthday #breastcancerawarenessmonth #cancerresearch #fightcancer #childhoodcancerawareness #beatcancer #childhoodcancer #cancerseason #cancerfighter #cancerous #fcancer #cancerwarrior #americancancersociety #standuptocancer #feminismiscancer #curecancer #anticancer #cancers #fucancer