So, ive had something God has put on my heart for a couple of years now and i have truly been avoiding it at all costs out of fear of failure, people telling me “it’s not sustainable”, not wanting to put everything out there in the open, not wanting people to form opinions of me, fear of being made fun of in my hometown, etc etc....but with no risk, there is no reward. Since being diagnosed with cancer, my lash career very obviously intensely slowed down and my social media is growing the fastest it ever has, & i feel it stronger than ever that this is the Lord being like “okay girl i’ve stripped you of almost everything & i’ve been trying for a long time to get you to do this, now i have no other option but to almost force you into it” 😅 i’ve debated for a long time, doing social media full time, (& no i don’t want “fame” so if that’s what you’re thinking YOURE COMPLETELY AND UTTERLY WRONG)....but with all of what’s going on ALL i have thought about was, shift your life....shift everything you’ve been doing for the past 5 years, give it all to God, and go a different direction. So with all of this already on my heart, this Sunday the preachers sermon was about strength in your story and how the most powerful word/sermon you can preach is your own story and BOY do i have a good one. It got me thinking about how i was given my platform a little over 4 years ago and how it all started after leaving an abusive marriage, and having to start my life over from rock bottom with no bank account and 2 boys depending on only me to create a better life for us all..(cont in comments)