✨Truth Serum✨ The other day someone said to me “you always seem like you have everything together” & it immediately made me want to disintegrate into the wind...🌪 For anyone who has ever thought that, there has never been a single day in my entire life when I have felt I have ANYTHING together. Even more so in these past couple of months when truly every single facet of my life has begun to unravel in really quite spectacular fashion. In fact, 2020 & 2021 were actually a full breeze to me in comparison to this year...& they were pretty f*cking terrible for all of us weren’t they. It’s all giving strong “survival mode” VIBES. Like, fully teetering on the edge of taking a strong visit to what I like to call “Breakdown City” should a minor inconvenience come along...(whilst actually teetering on the edge of taking a visit to literally anywhere other than here & pretending that none of this current thunderstorm actually exists...). And to think she’s a fan of edging...🙃 There have been days when I’m what people assume to be “fine” when in reality I’m repeating the mantra “you may not always feel strong but you can always be brave” or “it’s just temporary, everything is temporary” over & over in my head just to make it through that minute/hour/day. I find myself looking back at 3 years ago (pic above) before the World’s sh*t show started, & desperately longing to be back there, even though there’s so much about that girl that I don’t even know or relate to anymore. I wasn’t living my life in the open & honest way that I do today. My priorities are completely different now. I love her, & every other version of her that has come to pass...but she didn’t have her sh*t together either...🤷‍♀️💋 When everything feels like it’s falling apart, I guess it can be a sign you’re holding onto an order or structure that you’re hoping to maintain. So then what? We keep putting one foot in front of the other. We start picking up the pieces one by one & build a brand new jigsaw. After all, the only way out is through...➡️ To all those out there who have never felt like they’ve had their lives together...to all those out there who are professionals of being “fine”... I see you, I got you. 💛🌻