Have you ever fallen into depression or negative self talk after an incredible, full bodied experience of peace and joy? Biiiiiitch. Top of September had me trippin. Returning from Vermont residency with the family where we prayed together, worked hard, laughed hard and surrendered to what the moment was felt like a glimpse of the dream and returning to the grind made me kinda sad. Mad that I couldn’t stay in this day to day of creation with people I love and respect. The life i want creating and building with likeminded people felt tethered to a timeline. I’ve prayed for these kinds of moments of ecstasy and they come to me very rarely. I’ve had to return to earth, and remember a few things to maintain my sanity in this season of expansion. 1. I’m where I’m supposed to be. 2. I don’t have to survive in the ways in which my habits have conditioned me to think I do. 3. I’m not on this love warrior journey alone. 4. As a called soldier of love, I’m aware that I can trust the source and flow without pushing or manipulating an opportunity. And honestly more and more lessons emerge everyday. I’m willing to listen again. I’m willing to sponge again. I’m eager to do a fuxking world tour and SNL and all those great dreams I have for the sting but I’m also finding peace in this part of the journey. I’m growing. Thank you mother. Thank you family. Thank you challenge. Thank you calling. Thank you community. Partnered with: @jagproductionsvt Creative Direction: @l_i_l_l_e_t_h Senior Creative Producer: @dria.brown Filmed by: @paulctucker Edited by: @travismcclung Audio: @caiwo_music Archival Support: @dianadimenna MD/Keys: @mrjoshdawsonmusic Drums: @joshuarobertsdrums Bass: @zwelakheduma Guitar: @aj Vocals: @ines.nassa Vocals: @avioncehoyles Cover: @jveloz