On some days, like today i wish heaven had a phone. I miss you so much, this is your second year in heaven and i hope youre doing amazing. You wouldve been so proud of me and so proud of how ive come. Its been 2 years since i saw you, 2 years since i heard your voice, and 2 years since i got those “Swim well i love you” messages. The 2 years have been the longest years of my life, i thought you were gonna make it to my debut and my wedding but you arent going to be able to now. You were in pain but God took you too soon, i need my grandpa to grow up. before 2021 i couldnt even think of life without you but now i have to live with it. I would save a dance with you at my debut but i mentally cannot it hurts my heart to much that im gonna have white roses and not red. they should have been red. besides this rant i love you so much, i miss you, and i would do anything to just talk to you for 5 more minutes.#mygrandpaisdeadaf #greenscreen