last day online for a bit :,) trying a little ~menty health~ experiment of fully deleting all social media apps for 6 weeks which.... as someone who is fully employed from said apps, feels silly // exciting // and maybe a little dumb. I’ve never gone longer than two weeks without filming a YouTube video since being an actual TEENAGER, so this feels like uncharted territory in my adulthood. I’m excited to see how my brain changes by being unplugged and present. Excited to “meet myself” in some new ways. I know it’s not a big deal but it sure does feel like it. Grateful for the ability to experiment like this. And SO beyond thankful for this community (both IRL and also on the internet). Love you so much. After today, I’ll see ya in Feb 2025 ;-) MISS YOU (ps this song makes me cry every time I hear the words “put a hand on your heart, say whatever you feel, be wherever you are. we aren’t angry at you, love.” bc that’s how I really hope to feel in 2025. and I hope that’s how you get to feel too🤍)