5/10/2021 Pamela ❤️ I don’t even know how I’m saying this right now. Pamalamadingdong, my sister, my built in best friend. You were the light in my life and helped me stay strong with everything life threw at me. You were the best mom for Maddy that anyone can ask for and you were the best sister in the entire world. I wouldn’t trade anything for the time I had with you. From going back and forth between Arizona and New York just because we missed each other. The daily FaceTime calls to talk about something new each and every day or just to be with each other on the phone. Sharing each other’s clothes or trying on the weirdest outfits just for fun and going to Ross or Sam’s Club every chance we got with always stopping at Starbucks first. I’m going to miss staying awake all night just to talk or start laughing about things that were probably not even funny at all. No matter what, you always managed to put the biggest smile on my face even if I was in the middle of crying. Living in the same house during quarantine and finding new things to change in the house everyday or trying every different makeup trend that was on TikTok. We stayed on the couch all day snacking on cheese balls and binge watching Shitts Creek and Outer Banks or any other Netflix show we could find. From all the car rides to vacations we made endless memories together, I just wish we could make many more. My heart is shattered into a million pieces knowing that you are not here with us anymore. I couldn’t imagine living my life without you and it hurts now that I have to. I love you to the ends of the universe and I miss you beyond words.