I’m not really ok right now. And that’s ok. Social media is mostly the highlights so here’s a bit of reality from my life recently. : I’m burnt out. I’m overwhelmed. I’m overthinking EVERYTHING. Social events 9 times out of 10 end in tears of anxiety, I feel lost and purposeless. I’m scared of spiralling into the person I was 3 years ago. I don’t like that version of me, she was so mentally drained, exhausted from battling her own thoughts day to day. And on my bad days I see a glimpse of her again and it scares the shit out of me. I can’t be that girl again, I fought so hard to not be that girl and to be were I am today mentally. I’m not ok right now but I’m so much better than I was! No matter how long you’ve been on your mental health journey I promise it will get better. Healing isn’t linear, it’s takes time. you will go backwards and forth, often taking one step forward and two steps back. But at the end of the day you have to make the decision to better YOUrself for YOU because at the end of the day you have to live with yourself forever, so you may aswell love yourself right!🤍