Thank You For Nothing | Alcohol abuse is a disorder which has more victims than the consumer. When you’re a child you never understand how complicated alcohol abuse is. As a child I questioned how can someone who loves you so much, be so selfless but also so selfish at the same time? I sometimes look back on how my life could’ve been different if I didn’t go through this. I wonder how it affects my relationships with loved ones. I avoided drinking alcohol for the first 21 years of my life because of this experience. I will always protect you but you’re a rose and I’m still removing your thorns... the cards life dealt you were unfortunate and it’s not your fault but It wasn’t my fault either. I’ve always chased self control because I’m terrified of mirroring you. Maybe these questions will never get answered but from today, I’m okay with that. Thank you for everything but also Thank You for Nothing...I’ve been scared to share this one but when I was asked to do Colors I knew it would be the perfect time. I have to thank @myriotmusic for allowing me to be vulnerable and creating a safe environment for me in a very challenging time in my life. Thank you @dan.hylnu and @olibayston for contributing to make it sound so special. Last but not least, thank you @colorsxstudios for making a dream of mine come true. This is an experience I will never forget. I love you all, thank you for everything Lots of love R x