so many tears because of so much happiness! from sunflowers & handwritten letters to museums to a decoy dinner to a final surprise celebration. i’ll never be able to grasp being loved so deeply despite distance and time, but it is truly the greatest honor of my life. gosh, i wish i had the words to express everything I’m feeling but all i can conjure up is “!!!!!!”. my heart is on fire and i pray it is never put out.