You know that feeling when you failed at something you REALLY wanted, so you have to start from zero again, but now that you know what that failure feels like, you’re too scared to try and take risks again? And you think “what’s the point of even trying again... I already failed once, it might happen a second time” and you’re in this mental jail that won’t let you make a decision for years because you don’t wanna go through that disappointment/depression ever again and you convince yourself that you’re okay with your current situation but in reality you’re FAR from okay?? . Yeah, that’s exactly what I’ve been going through for the last couple of years🙃 . But.... what if everything works out this time??? . . . . . #procreate #womenofillustration #womenartists #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealthstruggles #digitaldrawing #afroart #personal #procreateart #ipadart #positivequotes #positivethinking