I went to visit my family today... I cried 2 days before today because I knew... I knew I was going to see them and I’ve been missing them so much. I have quite a big family. The moment I walked through the door every single family member greeted me and I felt their spirit beamed. Inside I was so sad because I knew I hadn’t seen them for too long. Every single one of them hugged me and personally told me they loved me and missed me. Midway I started to cry and went to the restroom. I’m not “man” enough for my family to see me cry because I’m scared they’ll worry. When we were eating, my dad started to peel the lobster with his bare hands to feed me.. I started crying again.. he’s much older and still trying to take care of me.. so I went to the restroom again. I spent time with my niece. I told her, I love you. She said, I love you too. I asked her, you know I love you, right? She said, why? I said because we’re family. I went straight to the restroom. Everyone kept coming up to me to tell me how much they love me all evening. Now it’s time for me to go.. I said bye to my Grandma. She reminded me that she loved me and I should call her every once and a while. I couldn’t look her in the eyes for longer than five seconds because I started to tear up... You can only imagine how the car ride back was. To be honest, I didn’t have a Thanksgiving, Christmas, New Year’s and lunar new year. I was working. Those are times that I usually go back and see my family. But due to the nature of my work, I couldn’t... I’ve been feeling like a terrible grandson, son, nephew, uncle, cousin and just overall terrible family member. I need to do better and just make sure I continuously reach out to my family... I wish I had a better ending for you. I’m just very happy I got to see my family.