I’d say recovery made me a better person. My body is heavier, but my mind is lighter. You get to know a whole new side of yourself once you're free from food anxiety and body obsession. It turns out I prefer heavy cream in my coffee and the thought of plain egg whites makes me gag. I don't enjoy the gym due to the fluorescent lights and weird vibes, but I can play pickleball for hours and will always say yes to hiking. I choose outfits based on which clothes represent my mood, not what's “slimming” or “flattering” or “hot” to dusty crusty boys. I don't study the restaurant menu like it's a military strategy, as if eating food is a battle. Calories aren't meticulously counted, they're subtly appreciated though mostly ignored. I'm kinder to others because I don't hate myself. Life is sweet and rich and I am whole. #edsheeranrecoveryy