I am not a before or after photo, I’m enough being me in all forms ♥️ After struggling with my body image and weight gain from a 2 year depressive episode, I’ve been learning how to love myself again after such a long time. So many of you were there with me on my journey of recovering from restrictive eating and I just felt like a failure when I found myself suffering from disordered eating once again on the other end of the spectrum. I still have such a long way to go but the last 5 months have been so amazing. After taking my mental health into my hands I can finally look in the mirror and see the person I remembered from 2 and a half years ago. So many people told me I looked better with the weight on but all I saw was someone who was so alone and wasn’t able to cope properly. I finally feel so much more comfortable in my body- I don’t feel pressured to look anything other than healthy. It took so much courage but I finally decided that it’s time for me to take new modeling digitals and apply for modeling agencies. I love being an influencer but being a model was always my goal, we deserve to see more South Indian women with realistic bodies on billboards. I know I’ve been silent for so many years but I’m asking for your support one more time 🤍 #model #modeling #bodypositivity #mentalhealth #mentalhealthmatters #bodyimage #selfconfidence #recovery #stretchmarks