Everyday is a struggle to try to show up for myself. There are days I wish I wasn’t here. There are days where I seem so happy, but I am dying inside. There are days I do not want to pretend or fight anymore. There are days where I’m just done. Lately I look at my son, wife, my love ones, and go to the gym. They are the people and things that keep me going. I’ve been in some deep, dark places, all with a smile on my face. I want to share this because you never know what someone is going through. Be kind, show grace. Even when you do not agree. Prioritize your mental and physical health. You have one life and it is Precious. John 13:7 You do not realize now what I am doing, but later you will understand.. Someone also said this. I felt it all. ❤️