Yes. I’m crying on the internet ... I’m always posting positive shit to uplift y’all but today , I don’t wanna post about positive. I wanna be transparent for a second and just express a few things that you wouldn’t be able to tell through a smiling face or happy content. Head of house hold is hard Af man .. Running your own business is hard Af as well. Like do you know how scary It is to have a bad month and have to create off of pressure and stress of paying invoices? I have to work so hard to make ends meet and I’m happy they meet but on months they don’t , it’s scary. It’s draining to one’s mental Health to have to constantly think what’s the next move as you’re in the middle of releasing the current move. All while raising babies. On days like today where I can’t stop crying and feel an overwhelming amount of stress on my shoulders I do a few things - Talk to God. - Call my support system - Cry. A lot. - Overthink, pray , overthink, pray. The thing I always do is think how did my mom do this ? 3 kids. On her own. And I’m quickly reminded if she can, I can. My circumstances are different but that’s always my reminder. Being a single mom is hardddddddd. Being head of household is hardddddd. Having your own Business is hardddddd. Check on your strong friends. Check on the person who has to pay the invoices. More than likely they need It and have the weight of the world on their shoulders no matter how bright their content Is. This isn’t for the weak and I’m far from weak so when I wanna cry, I let loose and phone my support for support. Cannot be strong everyday and Ive grown to not be afraid to express “ I’m scared “ to the people who love me. A reminder. A word. A vulnerable moment to tell anyone else feeling pressure that we got this and I’m scared with ya at times lol 🧡✨