Currently have 3.5 jobs or something and no work life balance, or certainty in how to navigate all these different timelines... j get really anxious when it’s only been 3 days on this new job — fighting imposter syndrome that is telling me my self-employment the past year was not real just luck... stupid thoughts of regression dampening the pride I should be welcoming that I’m at a place in life where I can better straddle stability and growth. On the way to work in the morning crying cuz I miss my family who was here and then far way, again, feeling like a child but realising fk, I live alone, i live alone now. I make myself a bento for lunch, my migraine episode seems to be returning I’m wondering whether it’s because I’m trying not to cry and my heads just building tension. I try to return to a safe place in myself, post these pics of me and my cat enjoying a slow brunch with my family by my side. Real talk for IG can u imagine they want us to edit reels just for the algorithm I literally don’t even have energy to edit pics, or reply emails. I don’t know how to sit somewhere and replay the same song 50 times to make transitions or something