I just told you last month how I dont think Im capable of crying anymore. Leave it to Kelly to see that as a challenge. Well, this will be one of the hardest things Ive ever had to write. My brother Kelly is the most kind hearted, genuine, honest souls youll ever meet. Unapologetically him with the most infectious smile that brightens up any room. His laugh is contagious. He gets genuinely happy hearing of others successes. He has the biggest heart out of anyone I know and he wears it on his sleeve. We were just beginning. Youre my brother, my best friend, my chosen family, one of the only people Ive ever let in. I admire you in so many ways. Weve had so many heart to hearts until the sun came up, talking about all aspects of our life -past, present and future. The one I would call on long car rides and talk to for hours. Gone through break ups together. Cried together, laughed uncontrollably for hours together. Gone through our lowest and highest moments together. Anytime you needed me or I needed you it was always a phone call away. Im here going through all our memories wishing I could just had that one more moment with him. One more moment to hear his laugh. To hear him say “Lets gooo”. To hear him over use the word dawg. To see his eyes light up when he talks about his future plans. I would give up 20 years of my life to give to him if I could. None of this feels real. Broken is an understatement. We talked about being at each others weddings, our yearly okeechobee tradition, traveling the world, starting businesses, our kids being best friends. You wouldve been an amazing father, I know how much you looked forward to that. Ive watched you grow and evolve over the last 7 years. Im so proud of the man youve become. You were so happy with your life, the happiest Ive ever seen you. I find peace in that. I swear I will do everything you had planned for your family, I know you will find peace in that. You told me brothers til we die, but that isnt true. We were brothers in our previous life and will be brothers in each life to come. Im blessed and grateful to have someone like you as a guardian angel. You are the rarest of souls. I will love you forever Kelly