I am so done... I am grateful my neurosurgeon is looking out for my health however I want my quality of life back dammit!! I legit am bedridden... when I go to appointments my ride company drivers have to assist me to and from the car to the door from my house and from the appointment and because my T9 vertebrae is shot I legit almost fall half the time... he won’t do the surgery now for two reasons 1: the T3 is way too risky because its too close to a heart aorta 2: I have another fucking damn uti(prednisone I fucking hate you you motherfucker) once I complete my round of antibiotics yay me I go to my regular orthopedic surgeon and he will add more cement to his collection in my spine.. pretty soon he will have his own cement wall in my spine lol