Christmas has come and gone .. I still haven’t opened my presents. I will eventually.. the longest it ever took me was July .. I made myself open them before my birthday. Anyone that knows me really well knows I have a massive problem opening things. It’s mental and physical. Related to when I was a child. It’s all part of my OCD. It drives me mad and everyone else. This year I didn’t buy any presents .. in stead I gave a donation of food to the Margate independent food bank. I also pledged to give them a donation once a month for the next year. When I was a child we had absolutely nothing. My Mum worked over Christmas and we sat at home waiting for her. One year when my Mum couldn’t work over Christmas,the Salvation Army gave us gifts and food. I’ve always had a problem with Christmas.. I try to fight it but the sad child in me is far too strong 🖤