[ insert deep caption about ebbs and flows. about memories that stain your pillow. long after you have awaken from a dream. and rinsed away the fever droplets sprinkled across your forehead. realizing that the sum of your decisions have cosplayed as prophecy to your future. sometimes you listen. sometimes the scars remind you of your heart’s selective hearing. a stubborn artery reckless beyond the surface of your skin. how are you here? still. and what a marvel it is. you ridiculous. yet beautiful thing.] life, lately.