This doesnt relate to the video i just wantd 2 Share. HeyySo im Going thru a huge WaveOf grief rn, she died YearsAgo not but someTimes i just feel like i still havent processed it. She was 9nine yearsOf age when she passd. &Also my bestfriend. She is my biggest inspiration and in the short time She livd for i think she Created an incredible example of someone who knows How to be. She got me into StrangerThings for startrs which is now obviouslY one of my biggeSt interests &She sparkd that in me which i will Forever be thankFul for in itself. Her impact on my LifE in the short Yet treasurd time she was here has been More than profound, i ofTen find myself sinply reflecting On all I experienced with Her as a child and how much It meant then Compared to now. My mother told me, when she found me In a, lets say, disturbing state said, “Think of aurora and all she coupdnt Live for, Think of how (her mother) would Kill to see her again. Think of how ii wouldIf you were to leave.” And those words will nevr LeaVe my head i dont think. They truly changd my veiw on rverything. I miss you so soSo much Rory i hope your okay whereever You are& i apologise too. #sigma #mikewheeler