.Feel Something. I started shooting this idea back in September, and all I’m reminded is how I was feeling and how much I was losing a fight that I had no idea I was in the middle of, that thorn in your side that won’t go away, the vignette of your sight getting smaller and smaller, enjoying nothing or no one, severely alone in a room full of people, stuck deep in a rabbit hole and convincing yourself that this may just be home now, this may just be who you are now, and in that moment...you don’t want any of it anymore, you don’t want to die, but you don’t want to be alive, not realizing that’s exactly what you’re experiencing So I created a concept about “what if?” The idea creeping closer and closer no matter where you are, no matter where you try to hide, an idea that remains at your side Is it really peaceful? Or does it slowly turn to hell? Do you rest there always reminded of your decision? Do you feel regret? Does your heart still break? I wanted to capture that, the feeling of an idea that once felt peaceful that slowly rots with you without any intention of leaving, If you’re struggling or know someone who is, please reach out to someone, them, because nobody feels that it’s getting easier or it will I admit that I’m not alright, but I’m way less sad and that makes the days a bit more exciting, we’ll get through it, together. 🖤