This shit has been weighing heavy on my heart and soul for the last week and half. Not many times to I feel myself completely lost for words but this has left me beyond quiet. I do want to apologize if I haven’t seemed myself and I hope nobody takes it personally. People wear grief differently, and I’ve grown to the point where I know if I try to act as though nothing happened it will only do further make a horrible situation even harder. Had a much needed conversation with a good friend yesterday and I know that helped, but I also know that this is a long process and to be patient with myself. I know the 2 years of isolation wore heavy on you Uncle Tom and I wish there was more Any of us could have done. I hope wherever you are now you are at peace and you can drink all the Dunkin’ Donuts coffee you can imagine❤️ Thank you for always supporting me and spending every softball and basketball tournament with us. I know I never got a chance to say this, but it really really meant so much that you were there supporting me :( i really just hope you knew how much you were loved and how important you were to all of us. “The irony of grief is that the one person you really need to talk to about how you feel, is the person that is no longer here.”