fr : finally I realized it was nothing.when I'm trusting nobody I put my all trust on Budda and I told everything that feels my heart heavy . I begged god to make him stay with me. from the day we met it was all him in my prayers every flower I worshiped,every lamp I lightened,there was a prayer for him. while hearing all my prayers God let that girl to get my baby as I was nothing. pls god don't hear for my prayers anymore. I have nothing else to lose. but this is the last thing I'm begging for,make him happy in his life.That's all I want .<3