Some of you know that my journey to love myself took some time. When I started modeling at the age of 14 I became more conscious about my body. But not in a good way. I had to loose weight to fit in a certain profile that modeling agency’s and brands wanted. At that time my body became more and more woman. A age that you need to learn that it’s is normal. I was super focused on losing weight but on the other hand I loved life to much. And food. I lived between 2 worlds. Bullied myself in my head, hated myself for not having the discipline to eat less and train more. That where not healthy thoughts. I come from a loving family and I’m so thankful for their support. But I kept those thoughts mostly to myself. Unfortunately, I wish I spoke them out. So this journey has started sooner. When I stepped into the modeling world I was never good enough and it made me so insecure. When I stepped into my own loving world my familie and friends loved me for the person who I am and I never felt insecure. So I chose for myself. In the years after I gained weight more and it was always a big struggle because of my history. I always called myself fat, made jokes about my body and bullied myself all day. Insecurity is the worst and it kept me little for a long time. In the years after I started with therapy as I didn’t felt really happy anymore. There happend a lot of things in my life that I really need to give a special place. But it was also the beginning of my self love journey. (Caption continues in comments)