I oscillate between thinking I am crazy, and thinking I am not crazy enough. Joyce Carol Oates #ilford #selfportrait #35mmfilm #contax #mediumformatfilm #analog #analogfilm #mamiya #olympusmjuii #filmisnotdead #filmisalive #filmisbetter #ishootfilm #berlin #filmgrain #filmphotography #selflove #empowerment #grainisgood #grain #filmcommunity #blackandwhitephotography