i wake up to notes like this every day, it’s really all that matters, i can’t describe how crazy it is to be alive, the past and memories are like a movie of someone else’s life look, not everyone needs this, not everyone needs to be sober, not everyone is an addict and it’s only the addict who can really tell 18 years ago, if you told me you didn’t drink or do a drug, i thought it was a lie, i didn’t trust anyone or fully believe anything thank you to the people who help me to believe